1 00:01:59,800 --> 00:02:01,739 Dear God, my Lord, 2 00:02:01,747 --> 00:02:04,181 you Bring light into this world 3 00:02:04,719 --> 00:02:07,153 and promise Eternal Life. 4 00:02:07,308 --> 00:02:11,187 Help me behave so that the day be filled with good, 5 00:02:12,159 --> 00:02:14,593 and since I've chosen You as my guide, 6 00:02:16,439 --> 00:02:19,795 with your Blessing, Let me follow your commandments. 7 00:02:23,052 --> 00:02:24,167 Amen. 8 00:03:46,399 --> 00:03:48,151 Excuse me for barging in. 9 00:03:48,159 --> 00:03:51,310 Sister Agnes needed the bathroom. It's her cystitis. 10 00:03:53,519 --> 00:03:55,635 - Were you drawing? - Yes. 11 00:03:57,097 --> 00:03:58,974 It's a pink phylamen. 12 00:03:59,224 --> 00:04:00,498 It's very rare. 13 00:04:01,399 --> 00:04:03,549 It's beautiful. Like always. 14 00:04:04,119 --> 00:04:05,950 you have so much talent. 15 00:04:06,479 --> 00:04:08,788 I only reproduce God's talent. 16 00:04:22,679 --> 00:04:25,034 Wouldn't you Like to go away from here, 17 00:04:25,239 --> 00:04:27,753 maybe enrol in art school? 18 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:30,514 you would Iearn so many things. 19 00:04:31,519 --> 00:04:34,431 Yes, I might enjoy that. 20 00:04:37,025 --> 00:04:38,981 But Mother Mary Joseph is right, 21 00:04:39,177 --> 00:04:41,168 God wanted me to spend my Iife here. 22 00:04:41,680 --> 00:04:45,150 He wants this, He wants that... My eye!. 23 00:04:46,634 --> 00:04:49,102 you renounce the world without knowing it. 24 00:04:49,959 --> 00:04:52,314 you could always come back. 25 00:04:52,728 --> 00:04:55,925 There are so many things to see and do, 26 00:04:56,239 --> 00:04:58,628 you can't even imagine. 27 00:04:59,199 --> 00:05:00,917 I'm too afraid. 28 00:05:04,079 --> 00:05:06,593 I Iike our isolation, 29 00:05:06,999 --> 00:05:08,352 the silence. 30 00:05:08,559 --> 00:05:11,471 I know, it protects us from everything. 31 00:05:12,319 --> 00:05:15,709 But imagine your flower preferring its glass of water. 32 00:05:19,159 --> 00:05:22,276 Why not wish me the Iife you chose for yourself? 33 00:05:22,929 --> 00:05:25,204 Who said I chose it? 34 00:05:27,199 --> 00:05:28,427 Good night. 35 00:05:29,107 --> 00:05:31,223 It's best to sleep on it. 36 00:07:15,834 --> 00:07:19,429 Sisters, over these past months I have prayed very much 37 00:07:19,578 --> 00:07:21,728 bearing one of us in mind. 38 00:07:21,907 --> 00:07:24,182 God heard my call 39 00:07:24,459 --> 00:07:27,132 and He whispered that the moment had come. 40 00:07:27,441 --> 00:07:29,671 Novice Avril, come here. 41 00:07:37,329 --> 00:07:38,887 Novice Avril, 42 00:07:39,836 --> 00:07:42,164 God put you in our care. 43 00:07:42,839 --> 00:07:45,512 I am merely the instrument of His will 44 00:07:45,719 --> 00:07:48,108 and I announce with enthusiasm 45 00:07:48,250 --> 00:07:50,969 that the time has come for your two-week retreat 46 00:07:51,249 --> 00:07:52,967 in the Holy Chapel. 47 00:07:54,479 --> 00:07:57,127 At the end of this purification ritual, 48 00:07:57,135 --> 00:07:59,675 I shall have the immense joy 49 00:07:59,879 --> 00:08:02,234 of allowing you - with His Blessing - 50 00:08:03,079 --> 00:08:05,513 to take your eternal vows. 51 00:08:05,931 --> 00:08:09,511 Are you happy to hear this good news? 52 00:08:11,152 --> 00:08:13,222 Yes, Mother, I am happy. 53 00:08:14,319 --> 00:08:16,594 But I'm not sure I'm ready to be numb... 54 00:08:16,602 --> 00:08:17,612 Be a nun. 55 00:08:17,620 --> 00:08:19,755 It's not a question of being sure, 56 00:08:19,840 --> 00:08:23,389 but of following the destiny God Iaid out for you. 57 00:08:23,872 --> 00:08:25,049 Yes, Mother. 58 00:08:25,471 --> 00:08:27,497 Thank you for your kindness. 59 00:08:27,505 --> 00:08:30,508 I shall fulfil my destiny with joy. 60 00:08:45,976 --> 00:08:47,045 Novice Avril, 61 00:08:47,169 --> 00:08:51,048 do you agree to abandon all possessions from your past Iife? 62 00:08:51,273 --> 00:08:53,912 Yes, Mother, I agree. 63 00:09:14,293 --> 00:09:16,429 After your vows you will become 64 00:09:16,437 --> 00:09:19,554 Sister Mary Angel of the Immaculate Conception. 65 00:10:27,319 --> 00:10:29,879 Blessed Virgin, Immaculate Mother of God, 66 00:10:29,930 --> 00:10:32,842 you who know the weaknesses of poor sinners, 67 00:10:33,089 --> 00:10:37,480 Mary, you who appeared here in the Holy Year of 1 602, 68 00:10:37,768 --> 00:10:40,919 please receive our novice today. 69 00:10:44,697 --> 00:10:47,121 Mother Mary, please receive me. 70 00:10:55,976 --> 00:10:58,968 Bestow her with ardent thirst for sacrifice. 71 00:10:59,233 --> 00:11:01,872 you will fast and take a vow of silence. 72 00:11:02,003 --> 00:11:05,678 you will repaint the Holy walls in pure white, 73 00:11:06,243 --> 00:11:09,633 as if washing your soul at the fountain of Goodness. 74 00:11:18,008 --> 00:11:20,522 Mary, comforter of the suffering, 75 00:11:20,736 --> 00:11:23,011 pray for her, pray for us. 76 00:11:23,153 --> 00:11:24,632 Amen. 77 00:11:24,999 --> 00:11:28,674 Mother, I shall stay here alone and become one with God 78 00:11:28,879 --> 00:11:30,790 to no Ionger obstruct His Iight. 79 00:11:30,999 --> 00:11:34,594 Start by correcting your flaws and not offending the Lord. 80 00:11:44,665 --> 00:11:46,337 Isn't she too young? 81 00:11:46,721 --> 00:11:48,871 God gave her to us to stay here. 82 00:13:08,519 --> 00:13:10,032 Avril? 83 00:13:10,961 --> 00:13:12,599 Come here. 84 00:13:21,640 --> 00:13:23,073 Are you there? 85 00:13:26,496 --> 00:13:29,966 I need to tell you something no one ever told you. 86 00:13:32,144 --> 00:13:35,375 The morning we found you, you were not alone. 87 00:13:35,799 --> 00:13:38,267 There was a Iittle boy too. 88 00:13:41,279 --> 00:13:43,588 Mother Mary Joseph decided to raise you, 89 00:13:43,752 --> 00:13:46,949 to make you into what she dreamed of being: a saint. 90 00:13:47,105 --> 00:13:48,777 But as for him... 91 00:13:49,098 --> 00:13:51,692 she decided his place was not here. 92 00:13:52,519 --> 00:13:56,432 She turned him over to a Jesuit orphanage. 93 00:13:57,601 --> 00:13:59,273 I don't know where he is, 94 00:13:59,889 --> 00:14:01,766 nor what he's become... 95 00:14:02,528 --> 00:14:04,803 But somewhere in this world, 96 00:14:05,450 --> 00:14:06,849 you have a brother. 97 00:14:09,865 --> 00:14:12,060 The orphanage is at St. Claude. 98 00:14:14,408 --> 00:14:17,002 Take these two weeks to Iook for him. 99 00:14:19,599 --> 00:14:22,318 I'II Iet them think you're doing your retreat. 100 00:14:23,759 --> 00:14:26,319 I Ieft the door to the bicycle shed open. 101 00:14:30,599 --> 00:14:31,793 Avril? 102 00:15:36,049 --> 00:15:37,222 Hello. 103 00:15:38,657 --> 00:15:40,170 Can I help you? 104 00:15:42,833 --> 00:15:44,664 Do you need some help? 105 00:15:48,479 --> 00:15:49,798 you OK? 106 00:15:51,119 --> 00:15:52,916 No, doesn't Iook Iike it. 107 00:16:03,669 --> 00:16:06,137 Here, eat this. 108 00:16:08,319 --> 00:16:10,514 It'll raise your blood sugar. 109 00:16:15,355 --> 00:16:16,972 Thank you. 110 00:16:18,730 --> 00:16:21,119 I took a vow of silence and I'm fasting. 111 00:16:22,879 --> 00:16:24,631 They still do those things? 112 00:16:26,395 --> 00:16:27,953 I have to go. 113 00:16:28,759 --> 00:16:30,078 Where were you heading? 114 00:16:30,239 --> 00:16:32,594 To the Jesuit orphanage in St. Claude. 115 00:16:32,799 --> 00:16:34,312 By bicycle!.? 116 00:16:36,359 --> 00:16:38,236 I can take you if you Iike. 117 00:16:38,839 --> 00:16:40,909 I have a delivery, it's on my way. 118 00:16:40,924 --> 00:16:42,234 No, thank you. 119 00:16:42,737 --> 00:16:44,693 I'm going to return home. 120 00:16:45,039 --> 00:16:47,269 My tyre didn't burst by chance. 121 00:16:47,479 --> 00:16:49,913 God is telling me I strayed from His path. 122 00:16:50,119 --> 00:16:52,553 Maybe I didn't show up by chance either. 123 00:16:56,519 --> 00:16:58,032 Are you an artist? 124 00:16:58,066 --> 00:16:59,194 No. 125 00:17:00,272 --> 00:17:02,388 I don't have enough talent. 126 00:17:02,863 --> 00:17:04,899 I'm an apprentice at Edouard's. 127 00:17:05,238 --> 00:17:06,605 The paint shop? 128 00:17:06,613 --> 00:17:08,397 - you know it? - Yes. 129 00:17:08,599 --> 00:17:11,511 Sister Bernadette bought my paintbrushes there. 130 00:17:12,119 --> 00:17:15,668 I still have the catalogue with the names of all the colours. 131 00:17:15,879 --> 00:17:17,870 Ultramarine, azure, Prussian blue... 132 00:17:18,079 --> 00:17:21,708 Cobalt blue, cerulean, phtalocyanine... 133 00:17:21,919 --> 00:17:23,591 I Iike the reds, 134 00:17:23,999 --> 00:17:28,277 cinnabar, Mars red, Venetian red, vermilion... 135 00:17:28,533 --> 00:17:30,683 And my all-time favourite: alizarin. 136 00:17:33,985 --> 00:17:35,782 So what if I dropped you off? 137 00:17:44,462 --> 00:17:45,754 My name's Pierre. 138 00:17:46,319 --> 00:17:47,274 Sister Avril. 139 00:17:48,239 --> 00:17:50,628 Do you take care of the orphanage children? 140 00:17:50,826 --> 00:17:51,994 No. 141 00:17:55,119 --> 00:17:58,589 I'm going there because I just found out I have a brother. 142 00:17:58,939 --> 00:18:00,916 I'd Iike to find him. 143 00:18:16,017 --> 00:18:17,351 Some music? 144 00:18:17,359 --> 00:18:19,873 No, thank you. I Iike the silence. 145 00:18:23,839 --> 00:18:26,911 WELCOME TO MOUTHE 146 00:18:27,771 --> 00:18:30,308 She was careful never to mention you. 147 00:18:30,639 --> 00:18:32,391 It's a very serious error. 148 00:18:32,599 --> 00:18:36,721 The bishopric will be thrilled to put her in an asylum. 149 00:18:38,434 --> 00:18:41,426 Do you still have to bury your belongings? 150 00:18:42,108 --> 00:18:43,587 Yes, it's the ritual. 151 00:18:43,779 --> 00:18:45,830 A "Mary Josephine" ritual. 152 00:18:46,039 --> 00:18:49,509 - you know, your Trappistine Order... -...of Strict Observance. 153 00:18:49,599 --> 00:18:51,430 It doesn't officially exist? 154 00:18:52,353 --> 00:18:56,187 The Trappist congregation was annulled by Rome in the Iate 1800s 155 00:18:56,519 --> 00:18:58,828 and replaced by the Cistercians. 156 00:18:59,119 --> 00:19:03,715 Until your Superior came along and did her own thing. 157 00:19:03,799 --> 00:19:05,357 What about my brother? 158 00:19:07,919 --> 00:19:11,309 He was adopted the year after he arrived. 159 00:19:11,994 --> 00:19:14,554 Lovely people. We'll give them a call. 160 00:19:15,399 --> 00:19:16,991 Montferrand... 161 00:19:17,027 --> 00:19:18,938 David Montferrand. 162 00:19:43,809 --> 00:19:47,006 Here you go, Sister. you can continue on your way. 163 00:19:49,399 --> 00:19:50,991 He's in the Camargue. 164 00:19:51,679 --> 00:19:54,113 On holiday with his girlfriend. 165 00:19:54,439 --> 00:19:56,077 Do you know where exactly? 166 00:19:57,159 --> 00:19:59,878 Near a Iighthouse... 167 00:20:01,479 --> 00:20:03,037 The Gacholle Iighthouse. 168 00:20:05,170 --> 00:20:07,469 On the hood, Iike true adventurers! 169 00:20:12,335 --> 00:20:13,582 There it is. 170 00:20:14,590 --> 00:20:16,596 A godforsaken hole. 171 00:20:16,604 --> 00:20:18,710 Not even a real road to get there. 172 00:20:22,759 --> 00:20:24,477 I'II take you, if you Iike. 173 00:20:25,879 --> 00:20:29,588 Thank you, but I'II just wait until he comes home. 174 00:20:31,039 --> 00:20:33,348 I don't want to waste your time. 175 00:20:33,641 --> 00:20:35,359 Hey, I'm on holiday now. 176 00:20:36,343 --> 00:20:38,515 I could use some fresh air. 177 00:20:40,719 --> 00:20:43,028 This is all going too fast for me. 178 00:20:44,221 --> 00:20:46,071 Then I'II drive slowly. 179 00:20:49,759 --> 00:20:52,671 Do you see that? A dog is driving! 180 00:20:54,764 --> 00:20:58,150 No, they're English. The wheel's on the right. 181 00:20:59,599 --> 00:21:01,032 I didn't know that. 182 00:21:05,999 --> 00:21:07,193 May I? 183 00:21:31,699 --> 00:21:33,113 you Iike it? 184 00:21:35,204 --> 00:21:37,111 I Iove singers from this era, 185 00:21:37,119 --> 00:21:41,399 Roy Orbison, Elvis Presley, Buddy Holly and the Crickets... 186 00:21:42,149 --> 00:21:43,832 you don't know them? 187 00:21:45,399 --> 00:21:47,355 you must find me very ignorant. 188 00:21:48,719 --> 00:21:49,991 333 kilometres! 189 00:21:49,999 --> 00:21:52,911 - you know the 333km tradition? - No. 190 00:21:53,199 --> 00:21:56,908 At the 333-kilometre mark, I can call you Avril. 191 00:21:57,359 --> 00:21:58,951 I'd rather not. 192 00:22:00,839 --> 00:22:03,717 It's better to keep your distance with boys. 193 00:22:08,679 --> 00:22:10,216 Could you stop? 194 00:22:10,310 --> 00:22:11,474 Need to pee? 195 00:22:11,482 --> 00:22:13,590 No, I need to pray. 196 00:22:19,702 --> 00:22:21,869 Please overlook my errors today 197 00:22:21,877 --> 00:22:24,266 and give me strength during the night 198 00:22:24,483 --> 00:22:28,715 that I may awaken with joy, ready to serve you. 199 00:22:29,119 --> 00:22:30,268 Amen. 200 00:22:36,818 --> 00:22:38,490 - Good night. - Good night. 201 00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:42,597 Thank you for your help. 202 00:22:50,692 --> 00:22:52,432 Not too uncomfortable? 203 00:22:52,440 --> 00:22:54,197 No, I'm fine. 204 00:22:55,707 --> 00:22:58,904 It's the first time anything's ever happened to me. 205 00:23:23,907 --> 00:23:25,268 Avril? 206 00:25:24,896 --> 00:25:29,198 Nurse Accidentally Kills Fiancй, and Disappears 207 00:25:34,843 --> 00:25:37,189 you forgive me as always. 208 00:25:38,841 --> 00:25:40,832 But I cannot forgive myself. 209 00:26:06,778 --> 00:26:08,313 There's a psalm that says, 210 00:26:08,321 --> 00:26:12,068 "What a Iovely garden, Lord, yet you shared it with us 211 00:26:12,083 --> 00:26:15,705 "that we might know the pleasure of gardening too..." 212 00:26:15,713 --> 00:26:17,112 And you? 213 00:26:17,747 --> 00:26:19,339 What do you say? 214 00:26:23,009 --> 00:26:25,079 I Iike the smell of the air. 215 00:26:27,977 --> 00:26:29,456 Look over there. 216 00:26:32,559 --> 00:26:33,787 The Iighthouse... 217 00:26:44,199 --> 00:26:46,076 Where exactly are they? 218 00:26:46,919 --> 00:26:48,637 Behind the dunes. 219 00:26:49,017 --> 00:26:51,292 The path starts at the Iighthouse. 220 00:27:20,889 --> 00:27:22,447 Are you scared? 221 00:27:22,735 --> 00:27:24,034 A Iittle. 222 00:27:28,936 --> 00:27:30,813 I'II Iet you go alone. 223 00:27:36,457 --> 00:27:38,493 I'm sure it'll be fine. 224 00:28:31,372 --> 00:28:32,754 Duck! 225 00:28:33,679 --> 00:28:35,510 - Was he there? - Yes. 226 00:28:35,518 --> 00:28:37,277 He's sleeping with someone. 227 00:28:37,639 --> 00:28:40,312 - His girlfriend? - No, it was a boy. 228 00:28:41,079 --> 00:28:43,639 Then you don't know who it was? 229 00:28:43,779 --> 00:28:47,488 Yes, I think I know. But I'd rather come back Iater. 230 00:28:48,845 --> 00:28:50,472 Are you sure? 231 00:28:50,947 --> 00:28:52,917 I need more time. 232 00:28:55,470 --> 00:28:59,757 When I draw a flower, I Iook at it first for a Iong time. 233 00:29:00,199 --> 00:29:02,588 That's my way of making its acquaintance. 234 00:29:02,596 --> 00:29:05,986 you're right. It should always be Iike that. 235 00:29:07,009 --> 00:29:09,125 It's easier with flowers. 236 00:29:09,156 --> 00:29:10,508 There he is! 237 00:29:16,595 --> 00:29:18,551 What are you going to do? 238 00:29:22,184 --> 00:29:23,617 I have an idea. 239 00:29:45,184 --> 00:29:46,935 Hello. 240 00:29:48,504 --> 00:29:51,064 Could you help me, Sir? I need a model. 241 00:29:52,064 --> 00:29:53,292 Do I have to get up? 242 00:29:53,504 --> 00:29:57,383 Just stay in that position! It's perfect. 243 00:30:11,824 --> 00:30:13,496 Is this your first time... 244 00:30:22,544 --> 00:30:24,694 - Hi. - Can't talk. 245 00:30:29,664 --> 00:30:31,700 Now you can, I'm finished. 246 00:30:32,624 --> 00:30:34,899 - Hello. - Jim. 247 00:30:35,864 --> 00:30:37,058 you're talented. 248 00:30:37,264 --> 00:30:39,061 I try to do my best. 249 00:30:39,264 --> 00:30:40,902 And I have a nice model. 250 00:30:41,104 --> 00:30:43,220 True, she almost made you handsome. 251 00:30:47,241 --> 00:30:50,677 Disappointed? Did your plans just fall through? 252 00:30:51,504 --> 00:30:53,335 No, not at all. 253 00:30:54,264 --> 00:30:57,256 - I'II get going. - Stop it, you're embarrassing her! 254 00:30:57,464 --> 00:31:00,661 Besides, I don't see why her plans should fall through. 255 00:31:00,864 --> 00:31:03,059 I've been with girls before. 256 00:31:03,464 --> 00:31:05,659 I'm momentarily homosexual. 257 00:31:07,664 --> 00:31:09,495 - What's your name? - Avril. 258 00:31:09,704 --> 00:31:11,103 Original name. 259 00:31:11,304 --> 00:31:14,102 Not really, I was born in April. 260 00:31:14,304 --> 00:31:17,774 Me too... on the 24th. How about you? 261 00:31:18,744 --> 00:31:20,018 The same. 262 00:31:20,344 --> 00:31:21,857 What year? 263 00:31:22,064 --> 00:31:24,373 - 1968. - No way! 264 00:31:24,824 --> 00:31:27,133 It's fate, we were meant to meet. 265 00:31:28,064 --> 00:31:32,023 you're right. It was God's will. 266 00:31:35,392 --> 00:31:37,063 I have to go now. 267 00:31:38,068 --> 00:31:40,181 See you Iater maybe. 268 00:31:44,304 --> 00:31:46,022 We're here every day. 269 00:31:54,744 --> 00:31:56,575 - He didn't believe you? - No. 270 00:31:57,624 --> 00:31:58,776 Can we go now? 271 00:31:58,784 --> 00:32:00,180 your pencil! 272 00:32:06,057 --> 00:32:07,285 Thank you. 273 00:32:14,944 --> 00:32:18,126 I'm a nun. And I'm your sister. 274 00:32:19,376 --> 00:32:21,614 I mean your real sister. 275 00:32:30,224 --> 00:32:32,613 I knew about the pink blanket. 276 00:32:33,104 --> 00:32:36,395 you've got to be sick to abandon a baby. 277 00:32:38,904 --> 00:32:40,542 Two babies... 278 00:32:41,264 --> 00:32:43,047 you never heard from her? 279 00:32:43,104 --> 00:32:44,375 No. 280 00:32:45,944 --> 00:32:46,899 May I ask you... 281 00:32:46,984 --> 00:32:49,339 Relax, I'm your brother. 282 00:32:49,744 --> 00:32:50,938 Sorry. 283 00:32:51,584 --> 00:32:53,222 Would I want to meet her? 284 00:32:54,744 --> 00:32:56,496 Yeah, maybe. 285 00:32:57,024 --> 00:32:59,140 Just out of curiosity. 286 00:32:59,504 --> 00:33:01,803 Certainly not to be my mother. 287 00:33:09,104 --> 00:33:10,981 Father Diard said that... 288 00:33:13,024 --> 00:33:15,333 that you can talk to monkeys. 289 00:33:15,824 --> 00:33:19,737 I'm an ethologist, I study how the Bonobos transmit Ianguage. 290 00:33:21,064 --> 00:33:26,138 They're monkeys that resemble us. Or I should say, we resemble them. 291 00:33:26,344 --> 00:33:29,234 - A funny job... - I always dreamt of it. 292 00:33:29,704 --> 00:33:32,741 My parents have a small animal park with monkeys. 293 00:33:35,584 --> 00:33:38,144 I'd say you're the one with a funny job. 294 00:33:39,784 --> 00:33:42,014 Thank you Lord for this meal 295 00:33:42,224 --> 00:33:45,341 and the pleasure of sharing this Bread. 296 00:33:45,544 --> 00:33:47,216 Let Us thank the Lord. 297 00:33:48,384 --> 00:33:49,863 Thank you, Lord. 298 00:33:51,144 --> 00:33:53,055 Uh, thank you, Lord, 299 00:33:53,264 --> 00:33:56,336 for the brunch and the pleasure of being together. 300 00:33:56,544 --> 00:33:59,741 He's not the one who went to get croissants. 301 00:33:59,944 --> 00:34:02,736 Blessed be David for getting the croissants, 302 00:34:02,744 --> 00:34:04,816 Pierre, for squeezing oranges, 303 00:34:04,824 --> 00:34:08,897 and me for having prepared this pure Arabica coffee... 304 00:34:10,704 --> 00:34:14,299 which "helps Iocal populations make a decent Iiving 305 00:34:14,504 --> 00:34:18,543 "without being exploited by the colonial food industry." 306 00:34:20,304 --> 00:34:24,297 And thank you Avril for passing the raspberry jam 307 00:34:24,504 --> 00:34:26,654 and salted butter, please. 308 00:34:27,264 --> 00:34:28,299 Thank you. 309 00:34:31,464 --> 00:34:32,977 Praise be to us! 310 00:34:33,184 --> 00:34:34,776 Praise be to us! 311 00:34:36,104 --> 00:34:37,253 Some coffee? 312 00:34:47,824 --> 00:34:50,896 - Is it empty? - No, it's Henri's place. 313 00:34:51,104 --> 00:34:55,017 - The old Iighthouse guard. - But he stopped coming, he's dead. 314 00:34:55,224 --> 00:34:57,021 It's all automatic now. 315 00:34:57,584 --> 00:34:59,893 They made it into a day camp for kids. 316 00:35:00,784 --> 00:35:02,297 I work here on Wednesdays. 317 00:35:02,504 --> 00:35:04,859 - How old are the children? - Four to six. 318 00:35:04,978 --> 00:35:06,613 Just Iike him. 319 00:35:31,384 --> 00:35:33,579 Electrical schooling comes in handy. 320 00:35:33,784 --> 00:35:36,416 - you're an electrician too? - Yes, Sir! 321 00:35:36,424 --> 00:35:39,814 As well as bartender, pizzaiolo and ski instructor. 322 00:35:42,744 --> 00:35:44,344 Can you give me a hand? 323 00:35:51,424 --> 00:35:53,460 So how do you Iike it? 324 00:35:54,544 --> 00:35:56,535 The silence here is nice. 325 00:35:58,384 --> 00:36:00,659 "Every house is His house." 326 00:36:07,775 --> 00:36:09,527 I feel good here. 327 00:36:10,064 --> 00:36:12,020 I'II be able to continue my retreat. 328 00:36:12,224 --> 00:36:14,101 you'll spend some time with us? 329 00:36:14,304 --> 00:36:16,579 Of course, I'm allowed recreation. 330 00:36:16,784 --> 00:36:20,572 Two hours a day, one at midday and another in the afternoon. 331 00:36:20,784 --> 00:36:23,014 you could stretch it a Iittle. 332 00:36:23,784 --> 00:36:27,015 Two hours in the morning and two in the afternoon! 333 00:36:29,584 --> 00:36:31,495 Pierre, where will you sleep? 334 00:36:31,904 --> 00:36:33,303 There's a camp bed. 335 00:36:34,704 --> 00:36:37,616 If it's possible, I'd rather sleep alone. 336 00:36:38,304 --> 00:36:40,135 Me too. 337 00:36:40,344 --> 00:36:42,141 I can sleep in the truck. 338 00:36:42,344 --> 00:36:44,380 I'II park right outside, Sister. 339 00:36:44,584 --> 00:36:45,936 you call her "Sister"? 340 00:36:45,944 --> 00:36:49,539 It's better to keep your distance with girls. 341 00:36:55,544 --> 00:36:58,980 Two fish while the other one prays. Some holiday! 342 00:37:04,986 --> 00:37:07,618 Grilled bass flamed with absinthe! 343 00:37:10,144 --> 00:37:12,339 I'II just have bread and water. 344 00:37:12,544 --> 00:37:13,943 I started my fast again. 345 00:37:14,144 --> 00:37:15,657 you can start tomorrow. 346 00:37:15,864 --> 00:37:18,263 Taste it. To make me happy. 347 00:37:24,504 --> 00:37:25,619 It's fabulous. 348 00:37:25,824 --> 00:37:28,418 We'll show you what Iife's all about. 349 00:37:30,148 --> 00:37:31,016 Thank you, God... 350 00:37:31,024 --> 00:37:33,015 Don't pray, it kills the vitamins. 351 00:37:36,904 --> 00:37:38,425 I don't want to eat with you. 352 00:37:38,743 --> 00:37:40,472 It's Iate. I'm going to bed. 353 00:37:43,424 --> 00:37:44,696 Don't take it wrong, 354 00:37:44,704 --> 00:37:47,616 I just need to be alone. See you tomorrow. 355 00:37:51,384 --> 00:37:54,057 "Go directly to Jail, Do not pass Go." 356 00:37:54,065 --> 00:37:55,339 Bad roll. 357 00:38:28,008 --> 00:38:29,361 Pierre? 358 00:38:29,584 --> 00:38:30,619 Sorry. 359 00:38:30,824 --> 00:38:32,303 I found some pyjamas. 360 00:38:32,504 --> 00:38:36,064 I Ieft a pair for you on the table. 361 00:38:36,744 --> 00:38:38,894 I found them. Thanks. 362 00:38:39,104 --> 00:38:40,583 Sweet dreams. 363 00:38:40,784 --> 00:38:42,058 you too. 364 00:38:55,504 --> 00:38:56,698 David? 365 00:39:02,704 --> 00:39:04,103 What time is it? 366 00:39:04,864 --> 00:39:06,217 Eight-thirty. 367 00:39:07,384 --> 00:39:10,342 Eight-thirty? It's the middle of the night! 368 00:39:10,744 --> 00:39:12,496 I've been up since six. 369 00:39:12,504 --> 00:39:14,296 you're worse than Jim. 370 00:39:14,504 --> 00:39:15,823 I ran into him. 371 00:39:16,024 --> 00:39:18,618 He said he was "spaced out". 372 00:39:22,064 --> 00:39:24,532 If you want to spend time with me, get up now. 373 00:39:24,744 --> 00:39:27,053 I want to paint the birds. 374 00:39:28,104 --> 00:39:29,503 Look... 375 00:39:30,464 --> 00:39:32,773 I'II pose and you paint me. 376 00:39:33,184 --> 00:39:34,412 No. 377 00:39:49,544 --> 00:39:52,456 See, it's Iike a dance. 378 00:39:53,104 --> 00:39:55,174 The male approaches, 379 00:39:55,384 --> 00:39:57,773 he struts around and shows off his stuff. 380 00:39:57,781 --> 00:39:59,622 But the battle's not won. 381 00:40:00,544 --> 00:40:03,183 It's the female who decides. Like with us. 382 00:40:05,864 --> 00:40:08,298 you've never been in Iove with a boy? 383 00:40:08,504 --> 00:40:09,456 No. 384 00:40:09,464 --> 00:40:11,455 Not even a Iittle crush? 385 00:40:14,424 --> 00:40:17,939 Once. His name was Tom... 386 00:40:19,264 --> 00:40:22,700 The hero of a book Sister Bernadette read to me in secret, 387 00:40:22,904 --> 00:40:24,016 "Tom Sawyer". 388 00:40:24,024 --> 00:40:27,983 Me too! I was in Iove with the actor who played in the film. 389 00:40:28,704 --> 00:40:32,743 Later on I fell in Iove with that girl in "Charlie's Angels"... 390 00:40:32,944 --> 00:40:34,377 Jaclyn Smith! 391 00:40:34,584 --> 00:40:37,018 I was in Iove with both of them! 392 00:40:40,384 --> 00:40:42,978 Why does your mother think you're with a girl? 393 00:40:43,184 --> 00:40:45,337 It's none of her business. 394 00:40:47,544 --> 00:40:49,296 Doesn't it shock you? 395 00:40:49,504 --> 00:40:50,798 No. 396 00:40:51,184 --> 00:40:53,300 What shocks me are Iies. 397 00:40:55,224 --> 00:40:58,261 I thought I knew the women I Iived with. 398 00:40:59,704 --> 00:41:01,615 I can't seem to forgive them. 399 00:41:06,595 --> 00:41:07,994 Hearts... 400 00:41:08,344 --> 00:41:10,175 Don't tell her what to play! 401 00:41:12,097 --> 00:41:13,416 - And I go out. - Yeah! 402 00:41:13,424 --> 00:41:14,616 We wiped you out. 403 00:41:14,624 --> 00:41:17,013 - We'll beat you tomorrow. - Tomorrow we fish. 404 00:41:17,224 --> 00:41:19,101 No, tomorrow it rains. 405 00:41:19,304 --> 00:41:21,420 And then it rained 406 00:41:21,824 --> 00:41:24,213 On this Beach 407 00:41:24,424 --> 00:41:26,654 In this storm 408 00:41:28,024 --> 00:41:29,776 She disappeared 409 00:41:29,984 --> 00:41:33,533 And I cried out, I cried out... 410 00:41:33,744 --> 00:41:36,702 Aline! Please come Back! 411 00:41:36,904 --> 00:41:40,340 And I cried, I cried 412 00:41:40,544 --> 00:41:43,741 Oh, it hurt me so Bad... 413 00:41:43,944 --> 00:41:46,504 - you don't know it? - I only know canticles. 414 00:41:46,704 --> 00:41:48,342 Then we'll teach you. 415 00:41:49,144 --> 00:41:50,941 Then I drew... 416 00:41:52,784 --> 00:41:54,422 In the sand... 417 00:41:56,184 --> 00:41:57,902 Her sweet face... 418 00:41:59,384 --> 00:42:00,942 Smiling at me... 419 00:42:02,424 --> 00:42:04,858 - And then it rained... - On this Beach... 420 00:42:04,866 --> 00:42:05,856 Yeah! 421 00:42:05,864 --> 00:42:08,253 In this storm... 422 00:42:09,024 --> 00:42:11,219 - Disappeared. - She disappeared... 423 00:42:11,424 --> 00:42:15,337 And I cried out, I cried out, Aline... 424 00:42:15,386 --> 00:42:16,579 Avril! Avril! 425 00:42:16,587 --> 00:42:19,344 Avril, please come Back! 426 00:42:19,544 --> 00:42:21,262 And I cried... 427 00:42:21,464 --> 00:42:24,900 I cried... Oh, it hurt me so Bad... 428 00:42:25,464 --> 00:42:26,613 Bravo! 429 00:42:27,664 --> 00:42:29,700 What about this one? you know it? 430 00:42:30,144 --> 00:42:33,659 Please don't cry 431 00:42:33,864 --> 00:42:37,220 Goodbye, Bye, I'll Be Back... 432 00:42:37,424 --> 00:42:39,858 - I Iove it. - you must be the only one. 433 00:42:42,464 --> 00:42:44,182 It's very pretty. 434 00:42:44,384 --> 00:42:47,342 Honestly, I Iike it too. 435 00:42:49,064 --> 00:42:52,943 Please don't cry 436 00:42:53,544 --> 00:42:57,298 Goodbye, Bye, I'll Be Back 437 00:42:58,744 --> 00:43:01,053 I dream, dream of the sweet life 438 00:43:01,264 --> 00:43:03,539 Riding on horsepower 439 00:43:03,744 --> 00:43:05,939 Riding to the ends of the Earth 440 00:43:06,144 --> 00:43:08,260 Riding faster than light 441 00:43:08,464 --> 00:43:11,536 I dream, dream of the sweet life... 442 00:43:17,304 --> 00:43:21,217 - It was fed up too. - Don't Iaugh, I Iiked that record player. 443 00:43:21,424 --> 00:43:23,494 Come on, Iet's go fishing. 444 00:43:24,024 --> 00:43:25,218 I have to go back. 445 00:43:25,424 --> 00:43:26,698 No, come with us. 446 00:43:26,904 --> 00:43:29,134 - It's relaxing. - My recreation's over. 447 00:43:29,344 --> 00:43:31,858 you haven't had any recreation in 20 years! 448 00:43:32,064 --> 00:43:36,023 It wasn't worth coming to see me if you stay cooped up all day! 449 00:43:42,064 --> 00:43:45,295 What? What are you Iooking at? 450 00:43:45,944 --> 00:43:48,056 Go on, you might get Iucky. 451 00:43:48,064 --> 00:43:50,055 That's what you came for, isn't it? 452 00:43:51,504 --> 00:43:54,337 you're right. you weren't worth coming to see. 453 00:45:06,384 --> 00:45:08,136 What did you do there? 454 00:45:10,184 --> 00:45:14,063 Christmas... roller skates...radiator... 455 00:45:17,824 --> 00:45:19,098 And you? 456 00:45:21,824 --> 00:45:25,703 Marmot...climb...rocks... 457 00:45:28,569 --> 00:45:31,003 naughty...punishment... 458 00:45:38,464 --> 00:45:39,977 It's strange, 459 00:45:41,184 --> 00:45:43,539 the only time we spent together 460 00:45:43,744 --> 00:45:46,975 was nine months in the womb of a woman we don't know. 461 00:46:23,944 --> 00:46:25,582 Pierre! 462 00:46:26,664 --> 00:46:28,655 Jim's preparing a surprise for us. 463 00:46:30,966 --> 00:46:34,375 What are you making? A painting? 464 00:46:34,624 --> 00:46:35,852 A canvas. 465 00:46:36,144 --> 00:46:39,375 Had to make do with what I found. It's an old sheet. 466 00:46:40,064 --> 00:46:43,977 It has to be stretched very tight. See, you can feel it. 467 00:46:47,984 --> 00:46:49,099 Touch it. 468 00:46:56,264 --> 00:46:57,856 It's for you. 469 00:46:58,064 --> 00:47:00,259 A big format changes everything. 470 00:47:00,784 --> 00:47:04,299 I couldn't, it's far too overwhelming. 471 00:47:04,624 --> 00:47:06,580 And it would be pretentious. 472 00:47:06,784 --> 00:47:09,582 It's just an old sheet with four sticks of wood. 473 00:47:10,504 --> 00:47:11,903 David? 474 00:47:13,064 --> 00:47:15,214 Come here, I need you! 475 00:47:15,424 --> 00:47:18,939 Why be with a guy if he's a bigger pain than a girl? 476 00:47:19,144 --> 00:47:20,293 What? 477 00:47:20,944 --> 00:47:22,336 Where's the waffle iron? 478 00:47:22,344 --> 00:47:24,494 No idea, don't know if we have one. 479 00:47:24,704 --> 00:47:27,138 you said it would be nice to make waffles. 480 00:47:27,344 --> 00:47:29,574 I didn't say we had a waffle iron. 481 00:47:29,784 --> 00:47:32,298 I can't make waffles without an iron. 482 00:47:32,504 --> 00:47:34,574 What's the big deal? Make crepes. 483 00:47:34,784 --> 00:47:37,218 Crepes? Waffles are nothing Iike crepes. 484 00:47:38,064 --> 00:47:39,816 Did you check the game closet? 485 00:47:40,624 --> 00:47:44,139 No, I didn't Iook for the waffle iron in the game closet. 486 00:47:52,904 --> 00:47:54,098 Shit! 487 00:47:55,664 --> 00:47:56,858 Look what I found. 488 00:47:57,064 --> 00:47:59,715 No way, we're not watching that! 489 00:48:12,747 --> 00:48:14,059 I'm filming. 490 00:48:17,090 --> 00:48:18,862 AIready Iiked dominant males? 491 00:48:26,184 --> 00:48:27,663 How 70s! 492 00:48:31,624 --> 00:48:33,262 Ah, the Camargue! 493 00:49:54,344 --> 00:49:55,777 Will you teach me? 494 00:49:57,664 --> 00:49:59,973 How to pray? What do you say? 495 00:50:01,224 --> 00:50:04,136 - There are Iots of prayers. - Teach me a basic one. 496 00:50:04,544 --> 00:50:06,819 "Our Father who art in Heaven 497 00:50:07,024 --> 00:50:10,255 "May your reign reign above and below?" 498 00:50:11,904 --> 00:50:14,976 Don't Iaugh. I told you I didn't know much. 499 00:50:17,224 --> 00:50:18,339 Here. 500 00:50:26,544 --> 00:50:28,694 It's a dress and a bathing suit. 501 00:50:29,504 --> 00:50:32,735 They belonged to my mother. She's great, you'll see. 502 00:50:32,944 --> 00:50:34,821 My father too, in another way. 503 00:50:35,024 --> 00:50:36,821 you'll meet them one day. 504 00:50:37,864 --> 00:50:39,661 If you want. 505 00:51:00,304 --> 00:51:02,943 There! you need to remind them who's boss. 506 00:51:03,144 --> 00:51:05,211 Today, we're going to paint... 507 00:51:05,219 --> 00:51:07,096 - Vegetables! - Yes! 508 00:51:08,264 --> 00:51:09,902 What are you making? 509 00:51:10,104 --> 00:51:11,296 Pink. 510 00:51:11,304 --> 00:51:13,759 - you're not drawing the artichoke? - No. 511 00:51:13,767 --> 00:51:15,296 - What's that? - Leaves. 512 00:51:15,304 --> 00:51:17,678 - What colour is it? - Green. 513 00:51:17,686 --> 00:51:19,324 OK, green. 514 00:51:19,553 --> 00:51:22,582 Green... Where did I put the green? 515 00:51:28,404 --> 00:51:31,202 you put the green in the white. 516 00:51:31,984 --> 00:51:34,054 It's all yours. 517 00:51:37,744 --> 00:51:40,053 - Happy? - Yes. 518 00:51:41,064 --> 00:51:42,975 It's nice to take care of children. 519 00:51:43,184 --> 00:51:45,698 I could make you one, as an exception. 520 00:51:46,864 --> 00:51:49,325 Jules! Stop pinching Catherine! 521 00:52:15,214 --> 00:52:16,567 Oh my God! 522 00:52:25,424 --> 00:52:26,573 Avril! 523 00:52:27,464 --> 00:52:29,773 Come with me! 524 00:52:30,504 --> 00:52:33,337 Clean up that filth! 525 00:54:05,744 --> 00:54:07,894 Do you know what you'll paint? 526 00:54:08,944 --> 00:54:10,855 I might Ieave it Iike that. 527 00:54:11,264 --> 00:54:12,902 The white is beautiful. 528 00:54:15,184 --> 00:54:17,095 This is completely nuts! 529 00:54:17,344 --> 00:54:20,256 They make Iove every hour 530 00:54:20,464 --> 00:54:24,503 and perform every sexual act, even fellatio. They're sex maniacs! 531 00:54:24,704 --> 00:54:26,695 Another point you have in common. 532 00:54:29,704 --> 00:54:31,740 Stop it. 533 00:54:31,748 --> 00:54:33,943 Not when people are around. 534 00:54:34,944 --> 00:54:36,339 Hello there. 535 00:54:38,464 --> 00:54:39,817 It's already five o'clock? 536 00:54:40,024 --> 00:54:43,573 I'm a Iittle early, I have a surprise for you. 537 00:54:48,304 --> 00:54:50,101 It Iooks great on you. 538 00:54:51,904 --> 00:54:54,862 But I'II have to Iend you my razor, that's not classy. 539 00:55:09,584 --> 00:55:12,462 - I've got her, you can Iet go. - No, it's OK. 540 00:55:12,664 --> 00:55:15,019 Nothing will happen to you, I'm here. 541 00:55:16,264 --> 00:55:17,458 It's cold. 542 00:55:23,464 --> 00:55:26,297 you don't have to crush my knuckles. 543 00:55:29,944 --> 00:55:31,218 OK, we'll stay here. 544 00:55:31,424 --> 00:55:33,733 Are you OK? Everything's fine. 545 00:55:33,944 --> 00:55:36,412 Breathe, that's the secret! 546 00:55:57,115 --> 00:55:59,265 Sister Rebecca is waiting for you. 547 00:55:59,624 --> 00:56:02,263 I remind you, Iunch is at twelve sharp. 548 00:56:15,424 --> 00:56:17,016 How is our novice? 549 00:56:17,224 --> 00:56:20,057 The Iast days are always the most trying. 550 00:56:20,824 --> 00:56:23,816 I bet you weren't able to resist talking to her. 551 00:56:24,024 --> 00:56:27,061 I don't need to talk to her to know how she feels. 552 00:56:27,264 --> 00:56:28,333 And? 553 00:56:29,544 --> 00:56:31,660 What does your feeling tell you? 554 00:56:32,064 --> 00:56:34,624 I think all is going very well for her. 555 00:56:36,224 --> 00:56:39,421 Great! you'll be fine! 556 00:56:39,944 --> 00:56:41,821 you're Iooking for flowers. 557 00:56:42,024 --> 00:56:45,619 Go on, you pick the flowers, you give the flowers. 558 00:56:45,824 --> 00:56:47,780 Go on, go on. 559 00:56:56,167 --> 00:56:57,208 Look for the flowers! 560 00:56:57,264 --> 00:56:58,902 you pick the flowers! 561 00:56:59,104 --> 00:57:01,254 you give the flowers away! 562 00:57:01,464 --> 00:57:03,739 I Iook for flowers, I pick the flowers! 563 00:57:03,944 --> 00:57:05,343 I give the flowers away! 564 00:57:05,544 --> 00:57:07,933 I Iook for flowers, I pick the flowers, 565 00:57:08,144 --> 00:57:09,623 I give the flowers away... 566 00:57:09,824 --> 00:57:10,939 I Iook for flowers... 567 00:57:14,584 --> 00:57:15,937 I pick the flowers! 568 00:57:31,304 --> 00:57:32,896 AIizarin pink, 569 00:57:34,144 --> 00:57:35,372 my favourite. 570 00:57:48,445 --> 00:57:49,639 you take an egg... 571 00:57:54,064 --> 00:57:55,895 and separate the yolk. 572 00:57:59,944 --> 00:58:01,377 Hold out your hands. 573 00:58:04,424 --> 00:58:06,415 Pass it from one hand to the other. 574 00:58:07,144 --> 00:58:09,499 That's it, separate the white. 575 00:58:12,984 --> 00:58:14,362 That's it. 576 00:58:14,584 --> 00:58:16,097 Now put it in the bowl. 577 00:58:25,304 --> 00:58:27,196 A bit of Iinseed oil 578 00:58:28,024 --> 00:58:29,298 to make it Iiquid. 579 00:58:38,424 --> 00:58:39,493 And now... 580 00:58:44,824 --> 00:58:46,223 the secret. 581 00:58:48,144 --> 00:58:49,543 It smells good. 582 00:59:08,704 --> 00:59:09,739 Here. 583 00:59:17,064 --> 00:59:18,656 you have to stir it. 584 00:59:28,024 --> 00:59:29,503 Like this. 585 00:59:45,784 --> 00:59:47,137 It's beautiful. 586 00:59:51,304 --> 00:59:53,135 you're all pink. 587 01:00:11,584 --> 01:00:13,461 - Think you can fix it? - Yes. 588 01:01:36,384 --> 01:01:37,897 I don't drink alcohol. 589 01:01:39,424 --> 01:01:40,698 Come on! 590 01:01:48,482 --> 01:01:49,656 Well? 591 01:01:49,664 --> 01:01:51,575 It's better than communion wine. 592 01:02:02,504 --> 01:02:05,257 I was hot earlier and now I'm freezing. 593 01:02:05,464 --> 01:02:06,533 Oh, yeah? 594 01:02:11,984 --> 01:02:13,975 Thank you for walking me back. 595 01:02:14,464 --> 01:02:15,658 No problem. 596 01:02:15,864 --> 01:02:17,934 Only who's going to walk me back? 597 01:02:21,224 --> 01:02:24,182 - you can sleep at the Iighthouse. - Oh, yeah? 598 01:02:33,104 --> 01:02:36,221 Must be a sign from God, I'II sleep in the truck. 599 01:02:37,144 --> 01:02:39,419 you can sleep with me. 600 01:02:40,104 --> 01:02:41,416 I mean... 601 01:02:41,424 --> 01:02:42,993 Hey, I'm harmless. 602 01:03:00,304 --> 01:03:01,896 Wow... 603 01:03:02,384 --> 01:03:03,533 What? 604 01:03:04,624 --> 01:03:07,092 Sleeping with a boy... 605 01:05:46,424 --> 01:05:47,698 Can I come over? 606 01:06:26,384 --> 01:06:28,579 Have you thought about what you'll do? 607 01:06:31,464 --> 01:06:32,848 Yes. 608 01:06:50,604 --> 01:06:54,995 They're delivering the new windmill the day after tomorrow. 609 01:06:56,464 --> 01:06:59,217 It was high time we changed that old thing. 610 01:07:00,264 --> 01:07:02,983 It's not the only old thing that needs changing. 611 01:07:04,304 --> 01:07:06,181 God can hear you. 612 01:07:11,704 --> 01:07:14,901 you've been glum Iately. 613 01:07:16,424 --> 01:07:18,856 Is the girl worrying you? 614 01:07:18,864 --> 01:07:20,278 Yes. 615 01:07:22,704 --> 01:07:25,093 It's horrible to have raised her here. 616 01:07:26,944 --> 01:07:29,697 We should've given her to the orphanage, 617 01:07:30,464 --> 01:07:31,738 with her brother. 618 01:07:32,344 --> 01:07:33,743 Her brother? 619 01:07:36,984 --> 01:07:39,554 There are many things I never said. 620 01:07:44,344 --> 01:07:47,971 We all know that you're her mother. 621 01:07:52,744 --> 01:07:53,972 AII of you? 622 01:07:54,184 --> 01:07:56,652 But we never said a word. 623 01:07:57,304 --> 01:07:58,736 Certain things 624 01:07:58,744 --> 01:08:01,227 are best Ieft unsaid. 625 01:08:04,384 --> 01:08:06,261 Then it's... 626 01:08:08,184 --> 01:08:10,343 worse than I imagined. 627 01:08:44,304 --> 01:08:47,262 Sister Bernadette, we're not here to daydream. 628 01:08:53,064 --> 01:08:56,261 Please return to your cell and get some rest. 629 01:08:56,464 --> 01:08:58,773 I've been resting for twenty-two years, 630 01:08:59,184 --> 01:09:01,903 I think it's time for me to wake up. 631 01:09:04,904 --> 01:09:06,656 I would Iike to say... 632 01:09:07,224 --> 01:09:09,897 thank you for having taken me in, 633 01:09:10,104 --> 01:09:13,699 for having helped me at a time when I needed it. 634 01:09:15,224 --> 01:09:17,692 But now I must find the courage 635 01:09:18,344 --> 01:09:19,823 to Ieave. 636 01:09:21,904 --> 01:09:25,453 I must find my son and my daughter 637 01:09:27,864 --> 01:09:29,900 and tell them the truth. 638 01:09:30,984 --> 01:09:32,375 your daughter! 639 01:09:33,784 --> 01:09:38,136 I raised her too! I forbid you to return to the chapel. 640 01:09:38,144 --> 01:09:40,419 Go back to your cell! 641 01:10:05,264 --> 01:10:08,097 I came to ask your forgiveness, 642 01:10:09,664 --> 01:10:12,258 forgiveness for myself and for the others. 643 01:10:13,424 --> 01:10:16,018 Having a child to take care of 644 01:10:16,224 --> 01:10:18,374 was a dream come true for all of us. 645 01:10:20,184 --> 01:10:21,981 God's Iove 646 01:10:22,824 --> 01:10:24,655 cannot replace everything. 647 01:10:35,824 --> 01:10:37,655 you shouldn't have repaired it. 648 01:10:51,144 --> 01:10:53,037 Jim! Stop the car! 649 01:11:07,704 --> 01:11:09,342 I missed you. 650 01:11:09,544 --> 01:11:10,738 So did I. 651 01:11:11,424 --> 01:11:13,221 you got some sun. 652 01:11:15,024 --> 01:11:16,457 Hello, I'm Pierre. 653 01:11:16,784 --> 01:11:18,456 - Hello. - Pleased to meet you. 654 01:11:18,464 --> 01:11:20,536 He helped me... with many things. 655 01:11:20,544 --> 01:11:22,856 - I'm Jim. - Hello. 656 01:11:22,864 --> 01:11:26,216 This is David, my brother. Sister Bernadette... 657 01:11:26,224 --> 01:11:29,500 Hello, Avril told me all about you. 658 01:11:30,224 --> 01:11:31,862 you're going to the village? 659 01:11:32,824 --> 01:11:36,453 Yes, I... Please excuse me, I'm a Iittle... 660 01:11:36,824 --> 01:11:38,780 We're going to the chapel. 661 01:11:40,784 --> 01:11:43,617 - To the chapel? you're going back? - Yes. 662 01:11:45,744 --> 01:11:47,541 Meet us there. 663 01:11:48,144 --> 01:11:50,180 I have so much to tell you. 664 01:12:44,184 --> 01:12:45,981 The son-of-a-bitch is heavy! 665 01:13:19,144 --> 01:13:20,736 you're back already? 666 01:13:22,464 --> 01:13:24,284 We've started. 667 01:13:26,025 --> 01:13:28,061 I was there when you were born. 668 01:13:30,464 --> 01:13:32,295 I am... 669 01:13:33,224 --> 01:13:35,738 I brought you into the world. 670 01:13:43,704 --> 01:13:46,537 After what I've done, I can't keep the child. 671 01:13:46,784 --> 01:13:48,213 you're not going to... 672 01:13:49,344 --> 01:13:53,098 No. I want to put the child up for adoption. 673 01:13:54,024 --> 01:13:59,018 And then, if you agree, I'd Iike to stay here. Forever. 674 01:13:59,624 --> 01:14:01,933 If such is His will, 675 01:14:02,544 --> 01:14:04,341 you will wash your sins. 676 01:14:05,144 --> 01:14:07,453 Go in peace, Flora Romano. 677 01:14:07,664 --> 01:14:09,700 I'II take care of everything. 678 01:14:11,784 --> 01:14:14,742 But it's best if the others know nothing. 679 01:14:25,424 --> 01:14:27,696 She sent me into retreat 680 01:14:27,704 --> 01:14:29,581 for the Iast two months. 681 01:14:29,784 --> 01:14:31,536 She helped me give birth. 682 01:14:31,744 --> 01:14:35,134 Right there, at the foot of the altar. 683 01:14:36,824 --> 01:14:39,258 Then she took you both away. 684 01:14:40,024 --> 01:14:41,696 But she brought you back. 685 01:14:41,904 --> 01:14:44,782 you grabbed her finger and she took it as a sign 686 01:14:44,984 --> 01:14:46,940 of "His will". 687 01:14:49,464 --> 01:14:52,376 It's horrible, but at the time I was happy. 688 01:14:52,584 --> 01:14:55,781 I Iost my two children, but I was given one back. 689 01:14:59,264 --> 01:15:01,061 I ask you for forgiveness. 690 01:15:02,664 --> 01:15:04,780 Forgiveness for everything. 691 01:15:05,264 --> 01:15:06,856 That's too easy. 692 01:15:07,064 --> 01:15:09,578 What you did was pathetic. 693 01:15:15,944 --> 01:15:18,697 These are the Ietters I wrote you, 694 01:15:18,904 --> 01:15:21,702 but never had the courage to send. 695 01:15:21,904 --> 01:15:24,657 Read them or throw them out. They're yours. 696 01:16:15,104 --> 01:16:17,060 What about the ceremony? 697 01:16:17,464 --> 01:16:19,022 Don't say a thing. 698 01:16:19,504 --> 01:16:21,096 We'll go ahead as planned. 699 01:19:53,664 --> 01:19:55,700 - Is that good? - It's fine. 700 01:20:31,384 --> 01:20:33,340 This chapel is freezing. 701 01:21:23,224 --> 01:21:24,696 What's that doing here? 702 01:21:24,704 --> 01:21:26,501 It's a surprise. 703 01:21:42,424 --> 01:21:47,020 Mother, Novice Avril has completed her canonical novitiate 704 01:21:47,224 --> 01:21:49,738 by carrying out a retreat of silence. 705 01:21:49,944 --> 01:21:51,423 Let us thank the Lord. 706 01:21:51,624 --> 01:21:54,184 When the time comes for her threefold vows, 707 01:21:54,384 --> 01:21:57,899 may she receive the fraternal welcome of the community? 708 01:21:58,104 --> 01:21:59,981 Let her come forward. 709 01:22:25,704 --> 01:22:28,662 I said to repaint, not do all this silliness! 710 01:22:29,264 --> 01:22:30,777 Who are these people? 711 01:22:34,304 --> 01:22:38,058 I'd Iike you to meet my brother, David, his boyfriend Jim, 712 01:22:39,584 --> 01:22:41,017 and Pierre, 713 01:22:41,680 --> 01:22:43,775 the boy I Iove. 714 01:22:46,184 --> 01:22:50,416 I wanted them to be here - for us all to be together - 715 01:22:50,624 --> 01:22:53,980 to tell you that I'm starting a new Iife outside. 716 01:22:55,424 --> 01:22:57,517 What was our father's name? 717 01:22:57,664 --> 01:23:00,019 Vila. Marco Vila. 718 01:23:02,024 --> 01:23:04,140 As a symbol of this new Iife, 719 01:23:04,344 --> 01:23:07,541 I take the name of Avril Romano-Vila. 720 01:23:10,584 --> 01:23:13,098 you asked me to renovate this chapel... 721 01:23:28,224 --> 01:23:30,977 Now get out! Get out of here! 722 01:23:31,224 --> 01:23:32,976 Heaven is not for you. 723 01:23:45,824 --> 01:23:47,364 Jim! 724 01:23:53,344 --> 01:23:54,413 you! 725 01:24:10,984 --> 01:24:12,335 My God! 726 01:25:35,664 --> 01:25:36,938 Thank you. 727 01:25:44,464 --> 01:25:45,692 Some coffee? 728 01:26:24,344 --> 01:26:26,619 Consolation, November 14, 1972. 729 01:26:26,904 --> 01:26:29,259 For my son, Born on April 24, 1968. 730 01:26:30,704 --> 01:26:33,582 Not a day passes without my thinking of you. 731 01:26:33,784 --> 01:26:36,776 Every day I send you thoughts of love and light, 732 01:26:36,984 --> 01:26:39,179 and to your adoptive family too. 733 01:26:39,384 --> 01:26:42,342 I hope you form a happy and United family, 734 01:26:42,544 --> 01:26:46,617 where joy, confidence, communication and love reign. 735 01:26:47,064 --> 01:26:51,376 I hope they were able to Bring themselves to tell you the truth. 736 01:29:06,374 --> 01:29:14,374